Over the years, especially in difficult times, I’ve had a one-sided conversation with God that starts with a basic question, followed by pleas, and topped off with down-right demands and threats. It goes something like this:
Me: Where are you God? I am hurting and I need to know you are with me. I need your help, if I’m going to make it through this.
What I hear from God: Silence
Me: Please God, please help me. Give me a sign. I’m listening. It’s getting pretty rough and I don’t think I’m going to make it.
What I hear from God: Silence
Me: Okay—the truth is that I’m getting pretty sick of this crap. Are you going to help me or not? I don’t get it. What kind of God are you? If you’re going to make me or my loved one suffer, the least you can do is toss me a bone or a scrap of something. Give me a freakin’ break here. I need a sign to show you care!
|Alaska--One of My Favorite Places to Listen|
So in that respect, I think I’m in better standing with the Divine than I originally thought—for during my most intense years of The Listening Project, I had a heap of lessons about those very things. I observed, I documented, and after beating my head (and ego) against a brick wall a few times, I grew in my ability to access and listen to Spirit.
The bottom line lesson was simple:
If I wanted to hear God, I had to be still and look around. Divine guidance was at my fingertips and endless if I didn’t limit my possibilities.
|The Sound of Waves--Pure joy|
And then I started digging deeper within myself, and I discovered that the more I let go of my narrow concepts and assumptions about how I might experience Divine presence, the more a whole new world of listening opened up to me, and the more my listening opportunities grew.
Once I shifted my thinking from limitations to possibilities I saw how journaling, dreams, friends, family, strangers, nature, music, and animals all offered opportunities to hear the voice of God. The universe was literally “popping” with Divine messages and guidance. My job was to pay attention, look for the synchronistic events or experiences, and to discern their relevancy.
Discernment was a critical piece, for just because some event or experience occurred, I still had to interpret and determine if it was something I should pay attention to or if it was merely one of the many “barking dog” distractions that often occur in our daily lives.
We have to be so careful about taking time for this internal review. Otherwise, we will be at the mercy of our external world. Anytime information comes in—always, always, always sit in your own throne to determine meaning and relevancy.
For example, the day I ran eyeball to eyeball with a giant black snake wrapped around a tree, I paid attention. I was in the midst of great loss and wondering how I could ever climb out of the hell I was currently experiencing. I asked myself, is the presence of this snake an opportunity to learn something that will help me at this point in time?
Snake symbolizes transformation—the shedding of one’s old skin, allowing new ways of being. That experience, combined with other unusual animal sightings helped me understand that I was on the move. . .mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually and that most importantly, I wasn’t alone. The message fit, offering hope for the future, and guidance for how to navigate the current difficulties.
I imagine God and the Holy Helpers sitting on the Other Side shaking their heads in wonder, not knowing whether to laugh or cry at what they were witnessing. Similar to the hummingbird I found repeatedly beating his little beak against the windowpane in our garage trying to escape, I too failed to realize that if I would just look beyond my current focus, I would see that my limited thinking prevented me from seeing the wide open pathway to freedom—the open doorway that was available only if I shifted my perspective. With great humility I discovered I just needed to dynamite my human assumptions and let the light shine on other listening opportunities.
|A Teacher of Wisdom|
Choose to become a better listener by thinking about how and when you currently are able to access Divine guidance. Now, kick open the door and take a look at other opportunities. The possibilities are everywhere.